Make-Upsssss...zzzz

Ahhh...am I not pretty enough that I need make-up? Or simply just because I look like the attractive-if-I-add-a-touch-if-cosmetics-on-my-plain-face type of lady? Or is it because everyone are using  cosmetics & looks prettier than me,so I need to use some too?
Let me start by explaining me... I was a very simple girl to begin with. At 13 when everyone was busy with beauty products, I didn't even know what is lip balm..so figures (don't imagine). At 15 when everyone are wearing beautiful dress & heels, I was wearing multi-pocket khakis, T-shirts & a cap(my formal attire which I have plenty of proof huhu)
Lets just say those are my dark years in terms of beauty...I dont even care about my appearance.
Moving on to university life...how uncomfortable I am just by applying face powder & lipstick to class. That's my 1st year...gradually I learn & in my 4th year during practicum,I was the only trainee teacher that used minimal make-up to work..hahaha..I can get ready in less than 5 minutes (ironed my attire the night before) this continues until now (sad truth)Thankfully I have pimple and freckle free skin since puberty hehe...
My definition of make-up....
- makes me feel like a clown with colours on my face
- use it if u have like very serious face defects (scars,birth marks etc etc)
My version of make-up...
*very very sheer coat of face powder without using any type of face cream before applying it
*colourless lip balm (no gloss, no lipstick)
*special event - added a coloured balm, white+brown eyeshadow (rarely mascara + eyeliner)
Why I dont apply make-ups...
# I have a really really sensitive skin..can easily get rash,pimples or burns after application of some products..(branded,stores & pharmaceutical products,I have tried it all)
Reasons why I should start using it..
- to try look as pretty as other ladies in his life
- enhance my beauty which I dont have (trying reaallllyyy hard for this cause I'm plain than plain Jane)

Moral of the story #comparing (direct or indirectly-the latter hurts more)a woman to another woman can cause total loss of self confidence for the former party,especially if the former is already lacking in self confidence from day 1#
With that...
Assalamualaikum.. ;)

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Ohh lagu tok...very the klmj. Terima kasih utk dirinya yg pernah mencintai & mengajar erti kehidupan kpd ku.
Apapun,Allah tlh berikan yg lebih baik untuk diri ini. Alhamdulillah...untuk En. Bakal suami,terima kasih krn menerima diri ini seadanya & tetap teguh menyayangi w/pun diri ini byk kekurangan,cacat dan cela..
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